Tuesday, October 27, 2009
So Hero is a true smart boy.
I dint noe until we had our dinner at Swensens over the weekends..
All the while I thought he was from Tech class when he was in Sec sch..
Paisey Boify.. Paisey..
He mentioned tt he prefers Physics to Chemistry..
I was shocked. *hidden*
He do learn Physics & Chemistry???
Tt means he is either from Express or Normal Acad..
Hahahaa!
& when I mentioned tt I studied Bio only at Sec 3,
dropped out from Bio at Sec 4..
he was like.. "I'm not so clever to study Bio.."
hahahaaa!
& yesterday, found out tt he went to ITE all because he was tooooo clever..
During the "O" or "N".., he dint go for the exams at all due to his 1 mth MC..
Good Hero! Very Good! Very Smart!
Got himself injured during the exam periods.
Super Hero!
hugs & kisses, 10:06 AM.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
i hate this feeling.
i am sorry.
i know i am kinda bad.
i mean my heart is so ugly now.
i have made a new friend recently.
not 1 actually. but some.
however, exceptionally for this particular one.
his smile, somehow, it made my day.
and now, thinking about it,
i want to cry.
and he reminds me of the friend.
the good friend who is inside.
the one that is being missed.
but i got no special feelings for him.
just miss u, hadi.
and now,
i am missing the hadi lookalike.
hero does look better than him.
but somehow i have a feeling that the other person will treat me better than hero.
i dont know.
seriously i dont know.
knock my head pls.
coz i have a sudden feeling.
sudden thoughts.
-i dont mind guys with tatoos-
ergh!
hugs & kisses, 1:03 AM.
Seriously I dont know.
I am damn nervous.
My lungs kinda stl have tt 4am fresh air.
Cold. Very cold.
My brain.
worn out. somehow.
Dead.
Not OK.
i think.
help me.
the heart is crying.
hugs & kisses, 4:03 PM.
Today.
Nothing special.
Just a year older.
Goodbye.
hugs & kisses, 1:45 PM.
Nurul has a mission to do.
June Holidays.
(yet i am working)* Highlight the hair. (depends on budget)
* Revamp the room. (coz my stuffs are horribly in a mess!)
* Organize my desk(workplace).
* "Design" my desk. (so that it will look sooo ME)
* Lose some kilos..!!
* Maintain my diet!
* Edit R&J n Maafkan Anan 's videos.
This missions are simply gentle reminders for me. wweeeehoots!
Recalls.
Memories.
i dont know if i should blog this.
suddenly i just recall n miss it/him/them.
i know i was kind of a bad girl in the past.
well.. we do have our own histories.
looking through my fren's photo album in fb.
made me recall the trip.
that trip to lighthouse.
it was nice.
but that was in the past.
with that particular cute-cute with the black frame specs boy.
when i used to ride that particular green color KR bike.
when i used to be tanned because of riding with him everyday.
whereby the "scandalicious" r/s only last for about 4 mths.
& because of this memory.
suddenly made me thinking....
how could i actually go out with him almost everyday.. every night..?
he was actually
attached. & i
was the scandal.
& he fetched me here & there.
i remembered there's this once.
i was supposed to go to this place to meet a guy.
so called a blind date but not. a first meet up.
& when i met that guy.
does not look attractive at all to me. (i was choosy & a LIAR. haha!)
with that, i called tt cute-cute guy to fetch me immediately since we r meetg up.
see... how nice.. how sweet..
but oh wells..
he was a playboy..
& i was a... hmm... flirt??
oh ya!
not forgetting..
while going out with cute-cute guy..
btwn tt 4 mths,
i gtta noe hero! ;)
& i dont know why i kept on hooking up with attached boys.
at tt pt of tm. :-/
hugs & kisses, 11:24 AM.